www.mylifeisart.com TM

due to an artistic assignment where i have to create 6 paintings with all different colours relating to some wine exquisite selection, i start on november the 16th, the day i am allowed to perform again on my artistic activities...hope it all turns out well!

since i am under supervision of a doctor at the moment for an indefinate period of time, i may not, and i will not perform any artistic activity whatsoever, since this is prohibited by the Belgian law and I have to wait till the doctor gives me back my full authority to enjoy and practice my art again. even it would maybe have a healing effect on my present mental condition...But I need to obey the law and I will do so....the free gift of a painting to the auction for sick Ryan was already agreed upon before I got ill and the decoration of the loft for the programm of actua tv was also agreed upon before my present illness and is furthermore fully free of any charge, so there is no commercial activity involved, nor is it reflecting upon new paintings since most of them are created in 2004 and 2008. I will keep you informed when i will be able to restart my creative activities again... till then...hang in there and hope to hear from you all soon. PATRICK 

hoping this action will do me good and will bring me some sort of mental relief, even for a short period of time, it is worth it, hope it helps gain a lot of money for the poor childs expences to be paid. action is nothing special to me, we should all try to help one another since we all  are only a limited time on this planet, although we act as if we are here forever...dumb human species...

i need to find signals of positivism; the  negative spiral should be stopped, once it should turn into the other direction of success, love, understanding, feelgood-ism , but i fail to see the signs up till now, one day soon it will present itself...

what is sick, can be healed, optimism is the main key to success and will make sure we all survive...loosing a battle is not loosing the war. come on people, let us ignore negativism and depression, let us embrace the good spirit...

My brain is sick, it keeps On thinking the most horrible stuff...my brain is on the loose, it is not reflecting myself no more...It is just getting out of control, lets take some more medicine to master my darkest thoughts and keep on functionning in this crasy world...for the moment i hate myself for being such a looser who has lost control over his own brain engine....SO SORRY

i have been lost the past few weeks and now i am trying to recollect the pieces, a doctor is helping to find them too, i hope to be restored in one piece that can function as it should in this society; give me all a smile and the world looks already a better place :-)

i have no idea which way my life is going to turn nowadays, but about one thing i am sure : it is going to turn and it is going to be a heavy turn...

i hope i am back now with my webpages and you ll enjoy them...

hi there,

hope this works out...